You pride yourself with visions implanted by escapes.
Escapes from that excuse you call life, you
make me watch over and over again
as drops of white take you to oblivion.
Don't you see? It comes at a price
not worth paying. You waste yourself in fantasies
of places where you forget
about your self-pity.
Upon your return all you long for is to go back
to where a few breaths took you
for just half an hour.
Do you really hate yourself that much?
Do you need to escape from yourself,
because I'm not the only one disgusted
by your reflection? What is left?
Just know, eventually I will stop watching.
I will turn away. I'll leave you to sink
in your own pile of excuses and attempts
to justify the way you live your life.
I've lost all respect
but this time
I won't ever come back.
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